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Sunday, November 22, 2009
CO Camp. - 1:17 PM
CO Camp is over.
I won't say it's well prepared.
Overall, at some points of time it was messy.
Instructions were not given.
People acted on their own decisions.
Lack of preperation.
Miscommunication.
Heaven's will played a prank on us and let it rain on the first day, almost ruined the Sports Education Programme.

Morning arrived at 6.30.
Saw Jesmond and chatted.
Then Martin was worried cause he made his dad's com tio virus.
Then people started coming in.
We were preparing the games, collecting consent forms and money.
Then started games, lunch, then Sports Education Programme.
It rained ): Didn't affect the INLINE SKATING though they started late too.
ARCHERY was waiting for the instructor to find a place to start.
LAZER QUEST/ COMBAT went all the way out but had to come back to school due to the rain.
But they still managed to play in school.
We had CIRCULAR XIAOZU which we learnt another instrument for fun.
Then we had outdoor cooking.
Benjamin and I got tagged up with Group 3 which consisted of Gerald Wee, Aspen, Yun Long, Mervin, Brian tan, Shi Wei, and 3 primary school boys.
THANKS JEFFREY & NPCC for lending us the solid fuel stoves.
THANKS CHOONGHWEE (Scouts) for lending and teaching us how to use the cannisters.
THANKS TO GROUP 3 for my dinner too. (:
Halfway through went to buy detergent with Yi Long.
Took the change and had bubble tea too. =X
Then we had NIGHT GAMES.
During the games, I think Brandon (one of the primary school boy) kinda got attached to me.
Lent him my torch and all.
Kinda of cute I guess. Though he was apprehensive towards me at first.
He walked to me to return my torch later too. (:
After the games ended, Cheng Jun, Martin, Kuan Hoe and I went to bath.
Was running back because we were late.
After that was reflections and debrief.
Then we had a meeting which started at 12am. =X
Was busy all the way till 1am.
Halfway when I was going to the toilet, a voice in my head say "Your fun won't last long."
Either I heard something or my subconcious mind was warning me because I know we're not prepared.
Slacked around at 3am and woke up at 5 to prepare.
Went out to buy bread spreads.
Had to climb out of school because we forgot to take the gate keys and were lazy.
Luckily on the way back the gate was opened. (:
(NOTE: They open the gate at about 5.50am)
Then started waking our own committee up (: This part was kinda fun.
Then the others woke up and went down to prepare.
Campers started streaming down to assemble.
Had breakfast...
Then had AMAZING RACE.
I was with GROUP 5: Tianze, Ruo Wei, Zhang Hao, Zheng Yan, Hao En, Yi Wei and 2 primary schoolers.
Came back 2nd - but did the worst for Amazing Race because they decided to forfeit the last 2 stations because they heard it was tough and it rained at Paya Lebar MRT.
The groups then had their skit preperations.
Before they started gathering, the usual 4 of us went to bath together again.
MY JEANS WERE DROPPING -.-" But not too badly I guess.
Then seniors started coming back because of the 10th Year Anniversary Celebrations.
Overheard some of them commenting on how skinny Cheng Jun was before.
Don't really recall of him being ultra fat.
Cause I kinda only realised his existence in Sec 3. HAHAHA. (SORRY!)
We gathered in the LT and when the MCs Benjamin and Shawn Lee invited the teachers up to cut the cake,
I went to light up the cake and burnt my thumb ):
No idea why I burnt it and it became like a blister.
Had SOME problem playing PIANO but hope there isn't a problem playing YANGQIN.
(Thanks Hubert for bringing the Kamien CDs for me ;D )
Then they started cutting the cake and all.
I just went out to eat ;D
Wee Kiat came along and he ate Martin's crab claw or something,
And I took a fried prawn for him.
(P.S. I think only the fried prawn was nice. The rest were okay IMO)
Then they had their skit performance and all.
Didn't had a chance to see the other groups,
Except I remember Enzen was going "roar" as a monster because I was sitting on the floor to eat.
Then Yi Der and Joshua Tay (I think) helped to bring the cake out.
Then Enzen came along and he helped to serve the cake.
Was serving the cake and they had the prize giving ceremony.
Then they assembled for preperations for the SPORTS GAMES and MOVIE SCREENING.
Was running around trying to make sure everyone assembles for debrief on time at 11pm.
Then was trying to get the taste right for the fruit punch with Martin and Guo Chang.
The Buffet caterer came to clear the tables at 10+.
Then we had another assembly and debrief.
Before the reflections, each group had 10 pieces of the cake to clear.
They all complained but the thought of them gorging cake down was a little entertaining for my depression. =X
Helped group 9 with 1 piece cause I haven't eaten one.
This time I took part in Group 5's reflections because I was with them for most of the day.
Had some views on their groups performance as well.
I was kinda apologetic too cause I didn't lead the group.
Unlike Cheng Jun who acted as the leader of the group and got the whole group hyped up and ran to the locations.
I couldn't lead the group too.. Cause I already knew the way to 5/6 of the locations cause I went for the recce.
Then dismissed them, with those who wanted to watch movies went for a movie marathon and those who didn't want went to sleep.
Had a meeting till 12plus I think.
Then we went to bath/ change/ watch movie and all.
I wasn't feeling too happy so I went to sit at front porch.
Yi Long and Jia Wei passed by and I felt a little awkward sitting there alone so I went away after they went in to bath.
Walked towards the track, at first thinking of going to below ISH but it kinda stank of the paint and the debris. So walked to canteen as it was deserted.
Then I heard a ball bouncing so I went into ISH and saw Hon Wee and Yi Wei playing basketball.
Went back to canteen... Then Benjamin saw me so we chatted awhile.
Then Xuan Ming came up and was chatting with him. Was already 3 by then.
Cheng Jun and Kuan Hoe went to ISH to join them later.
Martin and Yi Long came up later to check on us.
Martin remembered and finally understood what I meant by "If-I-Go-Missing-At-Night-During-Camp-Don't-Come-And-Find-Me".
HAHAHA.
Jason and Kenneth came up later and with Xuan Ming they were persuading me to sleep.
Seeing that Yu Fan had already finished up the game preperation, I pretended to walk to the bunk and went back to the track.
Visited the Indoor Sports Hall again to find Hon Wee and Yi Wei still there and Enzen found them and joined them as well.
YAY - finally found out how to switch on the ISH lights and fans. Was trying to find the power point the night before to no avail. (:
Wrote a bit of my reflections and watched them play.
Hid there till Kenneth came.
Was preparing to run off but he didn't say anything. (HAHAHA.)
Then Xuan Ming called and he said he found out I was not sleeping cause he went to check on us in our bunks. =X
Went back to CO room rather reluctantly, was hoping for some silence actually, cause I thought they were still playing inside.
When I got back, they were eating/sleeping/discussing games. =X
Jason, Xuan Ming, Kenneth Tay, Lim Qian, Gwyn, Kuan Hoe, Yu Fan. (did I forget anyone?)
Then Enzen came back.
Yi Wei and Hon Wee went to sleep.
Till 5+, then Enzen went back to bunk to rest.
Then Sec 4's and Yu Fan went to sleep awhile.
Me and Kuan Hoe went out to the piano area outside bookshop.
Chatted awhile till Sec 4's awoke at near 7.
So we went to prepare for Day 3 activities.
Brush teeth, change clothes.
According to the sec 4's and LONG they say our last day is the most organised.
It could have been better if each of the 3 days were all like that.
Agreed.
After breakfast, it was NEW GROUP 9 doing the area cleaning.
When the rest of the groups were cleaning up, I saw Wayne Kee walking with his friends at the assembly area.
Maybe because of the lack of sleep I got a little cranky?
Didn't really like his attitude too. (Please change if you read this - which is unlikely)
Scolded him and glared at him till he ran up the canteen to help.
Saw Ren Jie and a few others staring at me. =X Must have been unexpected.
Then they cleared up the canteen till Wilson was satisfied.
Then we proceeded with the Rotational Educational Games.
Though it didn't turn out as planned, I still have to give thanks to Shawn and Joshua for coming up with it overnight at 2am! THANKS! A LOT!
During the Educational Games, I targetted Ye Yang and Wayne again.
I really must have been out of my mind.
"Wayne/ Ye Yang, you strolling in a park ah? FASTER!" LOL.
Then received a call from LIU LAO SHI that we have to clear 5 classrooms ASAP before 9am.
Then Educational Games ended early and we sent them to clear their classes and squeeze into other group's bunks.
SORRY GROUP 6 FOR FLOODING YOUR BUNK! =X Had to send 2 groups into yours.
Then I forgot to tell them the assembly time, so I ran from bunk to bunk.
I told them "8.05 meet downstairs" when it was already 9am.
Mind couldn't think straight.
Went back to clear the confusion. LOL.
I went back to CO room first to get briefed by Yu Fan.
Then Yu Fan said "Go to you stations now!"
Then I saw Kuan Hoe sleeping at a corner.
I went to shake him and called his name but he couldn't wake up.
Plus, his face was pale and the area around his eyes were reddish.
Thought he fainted from fatique or something.
Then Yu Fan just walked over and jerked him up by pulling his hand and his body up.
Kuan Hoe jumped awake and turned in my direction.
Frightened me for awhile.
Then GAMES ROTATIONAL started.
I was doing STATION 1 : Concentration.
Some of them complained that it was boring and all.
To top it off, Martin's station was beside mine and his station was much more exciting and mind challenging.
But at least there were some laughter when someone makes a mistake.
Liven up the mood, mine as well. (:
Then the games ended.
Went back to debrief.
Sent them back to their bunks to clear up and bring their bags down.
Thanks Ren Jie for running up to check 4 toilets if anyone left anything behind! Was a last minute thing when I remembered we forgot the toilets.
Then they gave them chocolates for consolation prizes for the games.
They filled up the FEEDBACK form.
Didn't get to read it.
But I heard the feedback was rather negative for the majority.
But I don't blame them for their honest oppinion.
We really do have much to work on.
Returned them their phones as well.
Then Long Lao Shi came out to do a final debrief.
Thanks to Shawn too for fixing the clogged up sink.
Aparently someone threw broken pieces of a disposable fork into the sink and it got stuck.
Finally everyone got dismissed.
Then it was our time to pack our stuff.
Cleared my bag and we had to arrange back the tables as well.
Later we went to return the Primary School instruments.
Once we were done, Long Lao Shi offered to buy us LUNCH. ;D
Wanted to order Pizza back, but due to the storm they stopped taking orders.
Decided to order Macs instead.
Ordered 16 meals - forgot 2.
Long Lao Shi then gave hers to Shawn and she bought a packet of food for Joshua.
After eating we were playing in the CO Room.
After playing awhile, I got bored and lent Guo Chang's computer to play Spider Solitaire while the rest continued.
I was playing and my vision was getting blurred.
Then I stonned there once in awhile and suddenly remembered I was halfway in a game.
LOL.
Then later Martin stopped playing cause his group went to play soccer/ basketball.
Then he offered to play Stress.
He said he wanted to play cause he wanted to take this chance when I was delirious to win me.
I won the 1st match and lost the 2nd and we got bored.
Jason, Kenneth Tay and Enzen left first.
After that I went to the toilet and came back, feeling kinda hyped up.
Sudden SUGAR RUSH - *hints day 1's 1am-3am group*
And I suggested to Martin to play again.
This time on the Da Gu so there would be a sound effect.
And I wanted to prove to him that even in my condition I would win too. ;D
Won 3/4 of the games I think. HAHAHA.
Was getting hyped up and shouting and banging the drum and all.
Then Kuan Hoe went home so the rest of us started packing up as well.
Cleared the drinks and the packets of food.
Martin locked up and returned the keys.
The group of us left together.
At the bus-stop, I dozed off and dropped my wallet but woke up from the thud.
On the bus, I dozed off and dropped my bag then my phone but woke up as well.
Really tired.
Only 2 hours of sleep the 1st day.
And stayed awake the whole night on the 2nd.
When I reached home, I went to bath then I slept at 4, nearing 5pm.
Slept all the way till 8am in the morning!
15 hours of sleep.
I think this is the most I had slept straight ever. HAHAHA.

Overall. The learning experience was fulfilling.
I guess, the best way to learn is to fail and make mistakes.
If it all went well and we were just taught these skills, we wouldn't be able to remember as well.
Not only that.
I realised I really do have friends who are concerned about me.
Even if I wasn't feeling too enthusiastic throughout the camp they were concerned.
When I wasn't feeling too happy they checked on me and comforted me.
Thanks guys. (: I won't regret taking part in this year's Camp.
And if I do get another chance to replay this, I will still choose the same people to work with.
Through this, we really got to learn how to work with each other more.
Through this, we got to know each other more.
Through this, we really learnt so much.
(: Thanks to all 13 of you again.
Not forgetting the Sec 4's that came back.
Also for those who attended the camp.
To group 5 too, for being concerned of me during the Amazing Race. (:

I guess this puts an end to the
ANNUAL CO CAMP CUM 10th YEAR ANNIVERSARY 2009.
(:

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Going out now. Will continue with my random parts of my blog posts later or at night. (:
Byes. (:

Thursday, November 19, 2009
mia co camp - 12:16 AM
MIA-ing 3 days for CO CAMP .
(:

won't be taking much pictures - ain't a photo guy.
maybe i won't be taking any at all .

tata-//

Tuesday, November 17, 2009
12. - 6:15 PM
I wanted to update more, but BLOGGER lags for me after 8-9pm till even 12am. ):
So either I start blogging earlier, or even later.

-

Mariah Carey's "Through The Rain" is quite a nice song.
I guess it's a song which tells us to just stand strong, and get past the rain.
No matter what other's say, as long as we have the determination,
We'll make it past the darkest storms; We'll make it through the rain.

With every chorus, she changes the style she uses to sing it.
The first chorus is all using falsetto.
The second time it appears, the first few words are belted, then changed into falsetto.
This continues for the rest of the lines in the chorus.
Then the third time it appears, all the words are now belted.
Then if I'm not wrong it changes key the next time it appears....
(I HATE THIS - WHY CAN'T I COMFIRM WHETHER IT DID OR NOT. IT JUST FEELS STRONGER... MY EARS AREN'T GOOD ENOUGH ): I CAN'T HEAR THE KEY MODULATION.)
So it starts off a bit airy, weak falsetto.
Then it starts getting stronger.
Which also reflects the determination and will of the singer getting stronger to brave the rain.

At least this is how I interpret it.
TALENTED singer!
I'M HAVING A MARIAH CAREY CRAZE.
She's still rather hot at her age. (:
But her voice is deteriorating already.
But she can still hit the WHISTLE REGISTER.
19 years of her carreer had passed.
Quite successful.
Haha.

--

CO Camp is in about 2 days.
Yangqin Exam is in 13 days.
Oh.
My.
God.
I haven't been practicing.
):
SOMEONE WAKE ME UP.
(slap slap)

--

What if the world really ends in 2012?
I haven't accomplished much.
I've so much to make up to my friends.
I've still so much more to achieve.
If the world is really ending in 2012.
I'd probably apologise to every single one I had known for making their lives miserable in one way or another.
Really.
I don't think I'm a good person.

I wan't to watch 2012 soon.
Should be watching next week with FANTS. (:
Or... someone else invite me out to catch it before next week! ;D
(Psst... Maybe the CO people will sneak out during CO Camp to catch a midnight movie of 2012? ;D)

--

I can't sleep in the afternoon recently.
Though I tried.
Layed there and tossed and turned for 2 hours.
And I don't feel like sleeping early at night as well though.
Sleeping at 11, 12+.

--

BLOG POST QUOTE :
"I'm addicted to you: you're my sleeping pill - I can't get to sleep without thinking of you at night. You've crept into my heart and your veins had already intertwined with mine. Our hearts beat as one, and your heartbeat had become my soothing lullaby."

*YUCK*.
This is disgusting. But I'll work on it =.=

Sunday, November 15, 2009
Faith - 11:40 PM
Trust built and earned over time still seems fragile.
Guess it just wasn't long enough.

-

I'm rotting away on my chair, infront of the computer.
All I do everyday is listen to some songs...
THATS ALL.
And to think my yangqin grading exam is round the corner...
Yet I don't wanna practice.
Piano seems like a HATED SUBJECT as of now.
Argh.

-

Kinda anticipating the CO CAMP :D
3 more days - since now it's past 12. ):
Sleeping kinda late recently, but I guess there's no harm since there's no school.
Plenty of people watching soccer sleep at 2am anyways.

-

"You know, I have telling people I really look forward to CO Camp this and
that...But somehow these few days there's this voice in my mind that keeps
telling me to avoid it if I can... ):
I think I know why...
Yeah.
Maybe
things won't go as bad as what I thought?
*Hopeful*"

- From Xuan Ming's blog.

Let's hope we won't screw up. ;D

-

Silence somehow is peaceful.
But this silence you brought is painful.

Foul mood.

Saturday, November 14, 2009
I don't know what I want.
Really.

Wednesday, November 11, 2009
The Chinese O Levels 2009 are over.
Officially, the exam for Chinese O's started quite long ago,
on the 16th of July, it was the ORAL.
ORAL, personally I felt like I didn't do TOO WELL. Maybe 30/40 at least?
I hope.
Then on the 22nd of July it was the Listening Comprehension.
I should have gotten 16/20 for that.
After the paper, which was aired on 92.4 FM over Singapore,
we got to keep our question scripts!
So basically everyone rushed around, checking answers,
with each other and with teachers.
After that... it was Yesterday's 10th of November.
Paper 1 and Paper 2.
Paper 1 was fine I guess, but could have been better.
Because I remember reading similar bao zhang bao dao's but I don't recall the points.
Thus I just attempted to write based on my instincts and what I had learnt about societal norms.
For si han, I hope it was fine.
I realise I forgot to add in the personal feelings,
I only wrote about what good and bad things tuition can give to students.
For Paper 2, the MCQ section upon 30, I got 24.
I guess it could have been better, but yet I was satisfied.
I was on a "safer" zone.
The 2nd li jie wen da was HARD.
Everyone thought so too...
So I hope we won't be pinalized too hard. (:

--

Now that the O's are over, we really can start slacking without feeling the guilt already.
But... there's nothing much to do.
I don't have much hobbies or interests to catch up on.
Oh well.
Rotting in boredom.

--

Happy Holidays.
Welcome to Sec 2 - Enjoy 1 more year of relaxation.
Welcome to Sec 3 - Hope you'll got your desired subject combinations, start getting used to a busier life!
Welcome to Sec 4 - O's are coming in 1 year's time. Stress?

And lastly - WELCOME TO 4-9 ;D

Sunday, November 08, 2009
- 1:04 AM
It's 1am - and it's 2 days to Chinese O Levels.

Do I really seem to complain about how unprepared I am for exams,
And in the end when the results come back, I do quite well?

Maybe I do.
But I really didn't study as much as I deem satisfactory,
and sometimes revision is only left till the last minute.
Luck is on my side at most times in 2009 I guess.

I really haven't prepared much for Chinese Os.
Of course I do hope I would get an A1.
But, the amount of effort doesn't imply so.
Maybe when the results are returned, I'd be crying.

Maybe I'd do exceptionally well and get an A1.
Probably people will start complaining again cause I kept insisting I didn't revise much.
Oh well.
All the best everyone.

I DO REALLY HOPE I GET AN A1. ):

Thursday, November 05, 2009
Picture taken on the last day of school, 2009. November.
Mr Teo's last day as a teacher in CHS - more or less.
(From left to right) : Martin, Zheng Jie, Jin Hong, Mr Teo, Xiang Kai, Wee Kiat.
Thanks to Dominic (Choir, Sec1, Quitted CMC for Prefect, Class 1-6) For taking this picture using Wee Kiat's phone.

---

Today, I came up with a hypothesis.
People with results deemed less satisfactory are more happy.
Discussed with several people.
This appears to be true as of now.
Could someone prove me wrong, or explain to me why this is so?

(Not to mock anyone but it just seems to be that it is)

There was once a report, where some people said,
"When I cut myself I feel pain. Only when I feel the pain, I know I am stil alive"
I never understood their mentality untill today.
Maybe I should join them?
Ha.
If one day whenever I go out with anyone of you guys,
if I'm wearing long sleeves it should mean that I am cutting myself.
LOL

---

Ms Fernandez arranged a last meeting for all the Lit Elec students today.
To give us notes.
When she said "I wanted to give you prose for practice, that's the only way to improve. But the thing is I'm not following you up. Ya. So I don't see a point you see. I wanted to give you practice. But I wouldn't be taking you guys next year."
She kept repeating the same meaning along those lines.
It just appears to me, that she is very, very, unwilling to part with us.
She had so much plans for the holidays.
She leaving was some sort of a last minute decision.
Maybe I was reading too much into it.
Oh well. Nothing can change the fact already.

---

Anyone knows how to fix an airy falsetto? ):

---

I'm having a Mariah Carey craze.

---

CHINESE O LEVEL IN 4 DAYS :
Yet I am not doing practice at home.
Yet I am not reading zuo wens.
Yet I am not revising.
Am I seeking to drop to normal chinese? ):
I really hope I secure that 1 A1.
But hopes with no actions...
What's the point.

---

Today I logged into Maple.
I saw my good friend whom I had known for nearly 2 years now.
Ever since I rejoined maple under the influence of Taisheng, Ivan and Ji Quan.
And I found out that 2-6 has Jesmond, Benedict, Mun Yuan and Wee Kiat playing in Bootes.
So we formed a guild and there I met her.
Note : Her doesn't mean my girlfriend or anything.
We'd been like quite good friends ever since.
We'd been in the same guild after that,
Around the same level,
Training at the same places,
Lent her my equips and all.
Often people called us "two peas in a pod".
Maybe she already knows my identity... Maybe one day I'll tell you in the face.

Well.
Today she announced she was playing back after her O levels
And asked if I wanted to join her.
I'd love to.
But... I remember the difficulties I had to overcome in order to play for a full day.
And to find time to play.
I don't really have that luxury.
I had no choice but to decline.

When I told her I'm going to have a packed November with
CO Camp, Class Chalet, Chinese O, Yangqin Grading.
She said : typical elitists.
We, who study. For what? We don't know.
No doubt... I guess I don't know what I'm studying for.
I don't have any goals or aims,
Nor future aspirations.
She's right.
All I had planned for is to follow what the mainstream students do:
After Os, As, then Uni. (not forgetting NS for us)
What's after that.
I may not even use what I had learnt in my job in the future.

Anyways.
I'm sorry. I won't be able to join you gaming.
I just have so much, so much to sort out in myself.
I don't even know why I am alive.
(You won't be able to see this, I know... Unless... You'd already found out who I was and found my blog through Jesmond...)

Thanks to those who had made my Maple Memories memorable.

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猜不透
-丁噹

猜不透
你最近时好时坏的沉默
我也不想去追问太多
让试探为彼此的心上了锁

猜不透
相处会比分开还寂寞
两个人都只是得过且过
无法感受每次触摸
是真的 是热的

如果乎远乎近的洒脱
是你要的自由
那我宁愿回到一个人生活
如果乎冷乎热的温柔
是你的借口
那我宁愿对你从没认真过

猜不透
相处会比分开还寂寞
两个人都只是得过且过
无法感受每次触摸
是真的 是热的

如果乎远乎近的洒脱
是你要的自由
那我宁愿回到一个人生活
如果乎冷乎热的温柔
是你的借口
那我宁愿对你从没认真过

如果乎远乎近的洒脱
是你要的自由
那我宁愿回到一个人生活
如果乎冷乎热的温柔
是你的借口
那我宁愿对你从没认真过

到底这感觉谁对谁错
我已不想追求
越是在乎的人越是猜不透

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"越是在乎的人越是猜不透 "
I guess it is kind of true.
That's why I decided to give up.
But. I can seem to succeed.
No matter what I seem to be doing...
Somehow.
As long as your presence is there...
I feel utmost content.

Wednesday, November 04, 2009
Sands. - 8:41 PM
During our first encounter you were like the sand,
what I knew of you were in pieces.
Fragmented information of you only ended up in an incomplete jigsaw puzzle.
I tried to grab hold of you but you just flowed through the slits between my fingers.
My hope of befriending you wavered.
Walking out of your life, I had left behind footprints in the sand, till the waves erased the memories.
I guess everything goes in a circle, and this time I met you again.
As the days as strangers creeped by, sediments deposited managed to add on to the puzzle, now I knew you better;
The water acted as a lubricant for friendship, which held the sand together, now I can easily hold on to you.

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You were one of the factors that helped me break down this barrier;
But now you're helping me stack it back up again.

If I were to be the least content, that I had "Mr. Sandman" as a friend for at least a day.
Then I should be elated that I knew him for awhile.

Now Sandman, blow dust into my eyes, let me rest.
I had enough of commotion.
End my sorrows, 'cause rain was supposed to wash my sorrows away;
Instead it's adding on to the tears streaming down my face.
Let me forget.
Don't rake up anything anymore.
I doubt even time can dilute all the thoughts.

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P.S. : Apologies for the expression problems ):
Will try to fix as time inches towards our 'O's in 2010 !

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Always Be My Baby
-Mariah Carey

We were as one, babe
for a moment in time.
And it seemed everlasting,
that you would always be mine.
Now you want to be free,
so I'm letting you fly,
'cause I know in my heart, babe,
our love will never die.
You'll always be a part of me.
I'm part of you indefinitely.
Boy, don't you know you can't escape me.
Ooh darling, cause you'll always be my baby.
And we'll linger on.
Time can't erase a feeling this strong.
No way you're ever gonna shake me.
Ooh darling, 'cause you'll always be my baby.

I ain't gonna cry, no,
and I won't beg you to stay.
you're determined to leave boy,
I will not stand in your way.
But inevitably
you'll be back again,
'cause you know in your heart, babe,
our love will never end.
You'll always be a part of me.
I'm part of you indefinitely.
Boy, don't you know you can't escape me.
Ooh darling, cause you'll always be my baby.
And we'll linger on.
Time can't erase a feeling this strong.
No way you're ever gonna shake me.
Ooh darling, 'cause you'll always be my baby.

I know that you'll be back, boy,
when your days and your nights get a little bit colder.
I know that you'll be right back, baby.
Baby, believe me, it's only a matter of time, time.

You'll always be a part of me.
I'm part of you indefinitely.
Boy, don't you know you can't escape me.
Ooh darling, cause you'll always be my baby.
And we'll linger on.
Time can't erase a feeling this strong.
No way you're ever gonna shake me.
Oh darling, 'cause you'll always be my baby.

You'll always be a part of me.
I'm part of you indefinitely.
Boy, don't you know you can't escape me.
Ooh darling, cause you'll always be my baby.
And we'll linger on.
Time can't erase a feeling this strong.
No way you're ever gonna shake me.
Oh darling, 'cause you'll always be my baby.

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When I reread my posts at times,
I realise I just skip past the lyrics that I copied and pasted.
What's the point of posting them then.
I don't even look at them when I reread my posts.
Why would anyone else do.
D:

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CHINESE O LEVEL EXAMS IN :
5 DAYS!

Monday, November 02, 2009
Turgidity - 11:29 PM
Am I a terrifying monster whom someone would run away in sight of me?
I'm getting an impression that I am. ):

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I STILL CANNOT GET DOWN TO DO CHINESE.

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Today the Sec 2's got their streaming results for their Humanities and Sciences.
Hope everyone got what they desired! ;D

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"You want to be free, so I'm letting you fly. But I'll still be remembering you, 'cause time can't erase a feeling this strong."

-Adapted from Mariah Carey's : Always Be My Baby
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Holiday : Chinese Intensive Day 1
Kind of hoping the lessons would benefit me more.
Cause I'm not doing extra work at home.
Wishing the report slip would reflect my effort for Chinese next year;
A1.
Wishing the report slip would reflect my effort for the rest of the subjects;
A1.
There isn't really room for any discussion.
We people are greedy.
We'll always ask for more.
We'll never be contented having one.
We'll want all.

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